Today's My Birthday

Happy 47th birthday to me!

I am giving myself:

Time to really find myself after living with weekend binge drinking for 30 years
Time to figure out who I want to be, what I want to do, and how I want to live
Time to find patience, peace and self love
Time to get healthy mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually
Time to get back in shape and fit into my clothes
Time to get my finances in order pay more attention to what we spend
Time to pay more attention to the ones I love
Time to be more accepting of others
Time to truly be the person I want to be without having to convince others that I am that person
Time to have my actions speak louder than my words
Time to accept myself without worrying about what everyone thinks
Time to worry about myself and my own struggles instead of focusing on others problems/faults
Time is prove to myself that I do not need alcohol to be happy
Time to stop the mental battle and obsession alcohol
Time to stop struggling
Time to love myself
Time to find peace

There is no way I will accomplish this list without "dropping the rope".

I am giving myself the gift of time without alcohol.