I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Thursday, January 22, 2015
1/22/15 (Thurs) - Here come the drinking dreams - Day 22
I knew they would start eventually. I had a very restless night last night. Only remember bits and pieces, but all of the dreams seemed to be in the black and white, hazy atmosphere - kind of like those old black and white movies. . I just remember seeing one single glasses of wine sitting on a table multiple times over the course of my dreaming. Kind of like the picture above but full of red wine. It was just sitting there, all by itself calling to me. I kept stealing glances at it. No matter where I was or what I was dreaming it was still there. I really wanted it, but I don't remember actually drinking it. Then right before my alarm went off, my dreamed snapped to me being in jail (sober), standing at the bars with drunk vagrant looking people behind me and saying, "I can't be in here with all these drunk people. I'm not like them. Pleaes get me out." Whoa....
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You can do it! Great to see you blogging so much.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations!!! If you're having those dreams then you're doing something right!
ReplyDeleteYou got this.
Sherry