I am a 50 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 19 year old son and a 23 year old daughter. I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Tuesday, August 24, 2011
Good bye, my wild child.
I will not longer allow you to keep beating me down so that I continue to feed you.
You never allow me to feel good enough for long enough to say goodbye.
As soon as I start feeling better, you get worried and start whispering in my ear.
While I am taking care of you, I can do nothing else very well
I sacrifice everything for you-my confidence, self esteem, self worth, happiness.
You are like a toddler, thinking you are the boss.