Kind of a relief

It is Sautrday and I feel really good.  I got a lot done today - felt great!  It is really kind of a freeing feeling to not be planning who I am going to drink, when I am going to start, whose house it will be at, how many over what period of time, when I am going to stop etc.  For the first time in a long time I am not a raving b*tch because I can't drink.