Monday, August 15, 2011

Monday, August 15, 2011

Today I am thinking about how to go about this abstaining period different.
1.  I am not going to count the days (at least not in my blog).  It makes it feel too much like a count down.
2.  I am not going to say that 30 days is the end.  I am going to get to the 30 and see how it feels - take it from there. In the past it has just been a white knuckled count down to the end - how many more days - how many more weekends.
3.  I am going to try to focus on the positives - what is feels like to be sober in this moment - EVERY day.  Not to wake up with a HO.  Enjoy the moment for what it is.  In the past it has been more about - dang I wish this 30 was over.


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