Monday, December 19, 2016
12/19/16 (Mon) Nothing changes if nothing changes
Yesterday afternoon I became exhausted, depressed, grumpy, anxious, irritated, unmotivated...I only drank 6 beers over the course of the weekend, but once again I wasted another Sunday bc of alcohol.
Another Monday dragging myself out of bed, bloated, exhausted, sad... feeling old, overweight, out of shape and alone locked in this mental prison - this obsessive tug of war.
I really am exhausted from this battle and sick of the fight. It is physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually killing me.