Monday, December 26, 2016

12/26/16 (Mon) Remembering

I am sitting here going back through past posts to my blog..day after day...week after week...month after month...year and year...it is all just the same bullshit!  I am sick of alcohol ruining my life, who I could be, who I want to be. It is time to say goodbye....to the one thing that is holding me back, making me unhappy, causing my struggle every single day, I am so sick of thinking about drinking, drinking or recovering from drinking.
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  1. AinsobrietyDecember 26, 2016 at 2:55 PM

    Yes. The simplest and hardest step is to surrender to what is. The accept the truth and drop the denial, arguments, negotiations.
    But it allows you to become who you really are.

    Hug.

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    1. ksusierDecember 27, 2016 at 7:37 AM

      Surrender to what is....I think that is what it is. Surrender to the fact that I can't control it.

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  2. UntipsyteacherDecember 26, 2016 at 4:49 PM

    I had to really accept that I had a problem.
    Once I did, I was able to start making the changes to get sober.
    xo
    Wendy

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    1. ksusierDecember 27, 2016 at 7:35 AM

      I have accepted I have had a problem for many years. The key for me is accepting that I can't control the problem no matter how hard I try.

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