I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Sunday, April 3, 2016
4/3/16 (Sun) Pros and Cons List
Positives of drinking:
Feel good for a couple of hours
Feel socially accepted and liked
Feel socially confident
Feel "happy" and relaxed
Feel like I have control
Feel celebratory
Negatives of drinking (EVERY TIME):
Not be able to sleep
Heart palpitations
Bight sweats
Be depressed for days
Anxiety days
Be exhausted days
Be distracted days
Not be productive
Feeling of failure
Positives of not drinking:
Better sleep
Less anxiety
Less sensitivity
Feeling of calmness
More productive/focused
More energy
More likely to work out
Feelings of pride
No "lows"
Negatives of not drinking:
Isolation
Boredom
Feeling socially awkward
Others feeling weird around me
Being different
Not fitting in
Depression
Fatigue (thinking about drinking gives me energy)
No "highs"
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