Today I feel pretty good. Thanksgiving was a epic fail. Drank way too much wine on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Woke up with HOs. Absed Monday, drank Tuesday and Wednesday, was a mess on Thanksgiving - absed. I even faked being sick so not to have to do the extended family thing. I was depressed and I was afraid they would have wine. Then DRANK again on Friday! Not a lot - only 3 beers - but still! What the hell is wrong with me?
Did not drink Sat, Sun, Mon, Tues, or today. I am finally coming out of my alcohol fog, finally getting a little energy back, finally not feeling so cranky. And what am I worried about - DRINKING this weekend!!!! I don't want to! I really just want to be sober for awhile to get all of the alcohol out of my system. I am going to not drink this weekend! That statement gives me a little anxiety. I would usually say I am going to try to not drink this weekend.
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