Thursday, November 24, 2011
I can't figure out why I feel so out of it, down, exhausted, depressed, weird. I went to my abstar number. I had drank 5 beers in the first 17 days of November. I have had 25 drinks (much of what has been wine) in the last 6 days! That probably explains it. I feel so down (not really a physical hangover - just down in the dumps) that I have "faked" bring sick with my dd (who really is sick) to not go to the family dinner. I sent my dh and ds without us. I am just so freaked out about wine being there and I DON"T WANT TO DRINK!!!!