Time to get caught up

I have not been doing very well at keeping up with my blog.  I got an email from someone saying that they are going back and reading all of my history because he/she can relate to my struggles.  I was a little flattered and felt  like I should catch up.  I post to a couple of lists - mm (moderation management) and mmabsers.  I just went back into my sent file and pasted what I had been posting there for the last couple of months.  As you can see - still struggling - still fighting - still extremely volatile - BUT - not giving up!