Saturday, January 18, 2014
I am doing great right in this moment. Have no cravings at all to drink even though it is a weekend. I really am pleasantly surprised at how at peace I am with the situation in the moment. What is bothering me right now is the future. Will I drink in the future? Will I get through this 6 months? Will I drink after that? I am still having a hard time seeing myself as never having another drink again. Well, I guess that's what they mean buy one day at a time. I will focus on today and how glad I am to feel rested, calm, relaxed, motivated and in a pretty good mood. The sun is shining and the wind isn't blowing (for the first time in days). I am just going to do my best to enjoy this day, this moment and worry about tomorrow, next week, next month when it gets here.