Monday, January 16, 2017
1/16/17 (Mon) Commitment
Well, I did not drink this weekend and it wasn't that hard bc I knew I wasn't drinking this month. Saturday I got a little grumpy and thought a beer would help me cheer up. Yesterday I was super productive and kinda wanted a beer when I was finished as a reward for all I had accomplished. The thought came into my head and then left bc I knew I wasn't drinking this month. It am not sure (please chime in with advice) but I think it might be a good idea for me to actually commit to a year of sobriety. Maybe if I commit, it will help me in April, May, June and July (my hardest months to stay sober) to not drink. I KNOW for a fact I will have cravings and want to drink. I have tried in the past to convince myself that I just won't want to drink. I know that is not the case. So maybe if I have the same year long commitment as I have for January, it will be easier to resist.