I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Monday, January 16, 2017
1/16/17 (Mon) Commitment
Well, I did not drink this weekend and it wasn't that hard bc I knew I wasn't drinking this month. Saturday I got a little grumpy and thought a beer would help me cheer up. Yesterday I was super productive and kinda wanted a beer when I was finished as a reward for all I had accomplished. The thought came into my head and then left bc I knew I wasn't drinking this month. It am not sure (please chime in with advice) but I think it might be a good idea for me to actually commit to a year of sobriety. Maybe if I commit, it will help me in April, May, June and July (my hardest months to stay sober) to not drink. I KNOW for a fact I will have cravings and want to drink. I have tried in the past to convince myself that I just won't want to drink. I know that is not the case. So maybe if I have the same year long commitment as I have for January, it will be easier to resist.
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Great job not drinking this weekend. I found when I first stop drinking to keep it simple, I'm not drinking this month or even today, because if I said to myself "I'm not drinking this year" I got overwhelmed and it seemed impossible and scary. So as they say "one day at a time" or KISS (keep it simple stupid)haha.
ReplyDeleteI totally hear what you are saying, but that hasn't worked for me in past attempts. One year does seem terrifying but if I commit to that - take drinking off the table - for 365 days maybe it will be easier to resist all those nasty drinking voices in my head. Just make it not be an option.
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ReplyDeleteOnly you know what works for you.
ReplyDelete(At least that's what I think.)
This time I went for 100 days, and I did that day by day.
I love counting days, and I had success when I did that.
xo
Wendy
I LOVE counting days as well. Day 18!
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