I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Wiped OUT!
Today is Saturday of Memorial Day weekend, traditionally a pretty heavy drinking weekend - warm weather, 3 day weekend, school is almost out - YEAH!!! So last night I had one beer in the sun - the whole reason I chose to start drinking again. It was nice, but I felt a little guilty bc one of my neighbors who knew I quit drinking saw me drinking. We went inside and my neighbor, yes that neighbor, asked if I wanted a glass of wine. I said, "Sure, why not." I only had one but it was probably more than one bc she uses fish bowls for wine glasses. Then dh was starving so we went to dinner and I had one more beer. We called it an early evening at 10:30 and I came home. Not an epic failure, I never really felt too drunk, but today I am completely wiped out! I am starting to wonder if my body can handle any type of alcohol consumption at all any more. That amount of alcohol in the past would not have even fazed me!
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