I am a 50 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 19 year old son and a 23 year old daughter. I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Thursday, August 2, 2012
8/2/12 (Thurs) - SMART CBA Worksheet
Question #1 What do I enjoy about my addiction? What does it do for me?
Helps me relax
Makes things fun/something to look forward to
Helps me feel socially accepted/part of the group
Question #2 What do I hate about my addiction?
Disappointment in myself
Preoccupation with alcohol
The example I set for my kids
Question #3 What do I think I will like about giving up my addiction?
Self confidence/being proud of myself
Being a better role model for my children
No more hangovers
Question #4 What do I think I will won't like about giving up my addiction?
Being socially uncomfortable
Unable to enjoy/look forward to things
Can life be fun without it?
Breaking habits (wine in the sun on the porch)
Worried that I can't ever enjoy those things again