I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Monday, July 27, 2015
7/27/15 (Mon) - Not a great weekend/Renaissance
Not a great weekend. 2 on Thursday, 2 on Friday, 3 on Saturday and 8!!!! Sunday. We went to an all day festival yesterday and those feelings of "Oh no! I think we are getting ready to leave!! I better get one more before everyone decided to leave!!" feelings kicked in. That can't get enough voice was strong and panicky. I have that voice!
I had a dream last night that I woke up and could not stop my arms and legs from shaking. I have always said that I am not bad enough to get the "shakes". Now I just dream that I have them. Not a good sign. The universe is speaking.....am I listening?
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