I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Sunday, June 17, 2012
6/17/12 (Sun) And yet again
I drank too much again last night. I only had 4, but that is too much for me these days. I know that all of you out there saw this coming from a mile away, but I am slipping back into my old patterns again. I am seriously contemplating permanents abs again. I just have to figure out how to get my mind to wrap itself around being able to find happiness in never drinking again.
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Hey k,
ReplyDeleteI just wanted to let you know that I've been thinking about you and hoping that you've come to a decision that you are at peace with, more importantly, that you've come to a place where you see a life of promise in front of you, whatever your decision is.
I check back here once in awhile to see how you're doing...it's been a long time since you posted. You okay?
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