Monday, September 28, 2015

100 days



I WILL NOT DRINK FOR 100 DAYS!

I can do this and I will do this and I will be obsessive about it.  I will not dismiss this, ignore this, minimize this, push this away, questions this or convince myself I am making too big a deal.  This is a big deal! This is my life, my happiness, my peace, my legacy, my journey, my story, my purpose and I refuse to keep living in this hellhole of binge drinking, hangovers, recovering, rationalizing, ignoring, self-hatred, and selfishness.

I will blog everyday for 100 days. I will record the ups, downs and I WILL ASK FOR HELP!

I will not longer fight the battle alone, in my head, by myself! I can't win like that.  I give up doing this on my own...I can't...I've tried....I've failed over and over.

Today I change my life and crawl out of this black hole that alcohol has held in my for so long.

4 comments:

  1. Have you heard of Belle's 100 Day sober challenge?
    http://tiredofthinkingaboutdrinking.com/2013/03/14/100-day-challenge/

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  2. You CAN do this. Just believe it...down to your toes. You CAN do this!

    Sherry

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  3. Hooray you! I'm 100% with you on this. Best to you. xo

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  4. Thank you guys! Your support means more than you know!

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