I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Monday, September 28, 2015
9/28/15 (Mon) 100 day goal
I WILL NOT DRINK FOR 100 DAYS!
I can do this and I will do this and I will be obsessive about it. I will not dismiss this, ignore this, minimize this, push this away, questions this or convince myself I am making too big a deal. This is a big deal! This is my life, my happiness, my peace, my legacy, my journey, my story, my purpose and I refuse to keep living in this hellhole of binge drinking, hangovers, recovering, rationalizing, ignoring, self-hatred, and selfishness.
I will blog everyday for 100 days. I will record the ups, downs and I WILL ASK FOR HELP!
I will not longer fight the battle alone, in my head, by myself! I can't win like that. I give up doing this on my own...I can't...I've tried....I've failed over and over.
Today I change my life and crawl out of this black hole that alcohol has held in my for so long.
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Have you heard of Belle's 100 Day sober challenge?
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You CAN do this. Just believe it...down to your toes. You CAN do this!
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Hooray you! I'm 100% with you on this. Best to you. xo
ReplyDeleteThank you guys! Your support means more than you know!
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