Monday, September 28, 2015
9/28/15 (Mon) 100 days
I WILL NOT DRINK FOR 100 DAYS!
I can do this and I will do this and I will be obsessive about it. I will not dismiss this, ignore this, minimize this, push this away, questions this or convince myself I am making too big a deal. This is a big deal! This is my life, my happiness, my peace, my legacy, my journey, my story, my purpose and I refuse to keep living in this hellhole of binge drinking, hangovers, recovering, rationalizing, ignoring, self-hatred, and selfishness.
I will blog everyday for 100 days. I will record the ups, downs and I WILL ASK FOR HELP!
I will not longer fight the battle alone, in my head, by myself! I can't win like that. I give up doing this on my own...I can't...I've tried....I've failed over and over.
Today I change my life and crawl out of this black hole that alcohol has held in my for so long.