I am a 49 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 19 year old son and a 23 year old daughter. I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Friday, August 8, 2014
8/8/14 (Fri) - Struggling
i am laying here in the midle of the night, cant sleep, have drank 10 days in a row, am depressed, anxious and so confused. am i unhappy so i drink? or is my drinking making me unhappy?