Saturday, February 18, 2012
Wanting to drink sooooooo bad!
I am having a REALLY BAD day! I am pissed - life just sucks! I am depressed - I don't feel like doing anything! I have ANOTHER headache! I am grumpy - this is soooo not fair!!! Everyone else gets to have a good time on the weekends and I just sit around being bored, mad, depressed! Who cares that it is a three day weekend? What difference does it make? Just another day to trudge through and go to bed! I thought I would feel amazing by now. I haven't had a hangover in 56 days! Yeah well, I feel like shit! i am seriously considering having one glass of wine tonight. I just want to have fun again and look forward to things again and not feel so down in the dumps. You guys may all feel amazing, but I don't! Sorry to be so negative - just how I am feeling right now!