Sunday, April 26, 2015

4/26/17 (Sun) - Hangover - staying accountable to myself

I really did not want to post this but I am going to just because if I ever decide to completely give up drinking again it is helpful for me to go back and look for patterns.

Friday I had 2 and 1/2 beers.  I just got home from work and opened one up at 4:00.  I wasn't at a party. I wasn't in an uncomfortable social situation.  I just wanted a beer.  Then I had another one. And then I opened a third.  I drank a little bit of it, decided I didn't want it and dumped it out.

Last night we went to my sister's and we drank two bottles of wine. We were both really loud and negative.  Nothing bad happened. No one is upset this morning. I just don't like that version of me. When I wasn't drinking, I would notice how loud people got when they drank.  It was really annoying. I think I was annoying last night.

I have a hangover today.


  1. Sorry you're still out there struggling.

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