I am a 51 year old wife, teacher and mother of 2. I have a 21 year old son and a 25 year old daughter. New intro...I am sober and love it! It isn't always easy but it is always worth it! Old intro...I am fighting this damn drug called alcohol. I have been a weekend binge drinker for 30 years. I binge 2-3 times a month on a Friday or Saturday, but alcohol kicks my butt every single day of my life. I am sick of it!
Sunday, November 27, 2016
11/27/16 (Sun) Contemplating Sobriety....Again
For those of you that still check up on me...thank you...I really mean that. Even though I don't know you personally it is comforting that someone out there knows all about me - the good, bad and ugly - and still cares about what happens to me.
I am back and somewhat struggling - surprise...surprise!
I haven't posted since September and haven't done too bad. I have probably had 3 or 4 really bad hangovers in that time (including one I am just now recovering form 3 days ago on Thanksgiving), but I have been drinking at least a little every weekend.
Today I am tired, depressed, grumpy, blah, anxious and irritable. I really don;t want to feel this way anymore, so I am back and ready to start thinking about living a different way...again.
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Still wishing you well here. Not feeling that way really is worth it! xo
ReplyDeleteBest of luck to you always - this is such an up and down journey. I had a terrible October and finally said "really? really? you keep doing this even though you hate it?" Anyway, today is a new day. Enjoying my coffee, sober...one day at a time. You CAN do this. Audrey
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