tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4561779952062755742.post8724691777548320346..comments2023-09-29T01:14:31.892-07:00Comments on struggles with alcohol: 1/6/15 (Tues) Day 6 and Hidingksusierhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10343865771089367055noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4561779952062755742.post-57362106429406225202015-01-07T10:17:54.931-08:002015-01-07T10:17:54.931-08:00Oh my God this resonates with me so much!!! I rem...Oh my God this resonates with me so much!!! I remember at the end of my drinking that I had no tolerance for anything except drinking. I had no patience and all I could think of was how and when I was going to get to drink again. So sad.<br /><br />I thought I was doing a good job at work but now that I look back, I was just phoning it in. I really think that my lack of enthusiasm was part of what led to my lay off. I was blaming everyone else for my problems at work when, all along, it's what was going on inside of me that was the problem.<br /><br />My health was suffering too but I blamed that on everything else as well. I actually when through a period when every joint in my body hurt so bad I would lay in bed and just cry. I went to the doctor (but of course never confessed how much I was drinking) and he sent me to a rheumatologist when the only thing really wrong was that I drank too much. smh<br /><br />And you don't have to explain that feeling of peace...I totally get it.<br /><br />SherrySoberMomWriteshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04845259535764391849noreply@blogger.com